The Pleasure of Pain..!! {click }

Every other person wants to find somebody to love and to be loved in return.you will probably do a lot of changing and growing,before you are ready for a permanent relationship.slowly the chemistry between two creature becomes unbelievable,two people who like each other and who are attracted to each other share special feelings. However, to some people things do not work according to how they want it to be.

so here is One side of the story...

It seems impossible to believe that a person you felt so close who does not feel the same way anymore. it hurts to know you are not as important as you once were.
one of the hardest questions to face when it comes to break-up is "why"? it is often a question with no simple answer. sometimes that big question ... why? can keep you from moving on with your life...
one minute crying because i had a good thing with her and i blew it. next min i hate her so much i wish she`d die. spending sleepless nights just longing for her.sometimes quizzing friends asking her where about, sometimes spying, at last all i came to know was she has moved on...
friends will probably want to make me feel better. but it is not easy to let go off your past.
remembering the good times you had with your ex becomes less painful and more pleasant
after sometime has passed. it took a while ,but i have stopped.i do not go to sleep thinking all about her,i have stopped replaying every argument in my head.i spent so much time crying and feeling lonely and blaming myself... the only thing i often say to myself is .. i am not bad i am just drawn that way....
its nice to look forward to things again, for a change. now when i feel sad or lonely,i know it wont last forever.

"there are certain things,you cannot share with everybody........Yet at times,it just flows"

© Nabeel.

{The above written post is a work of Fiction }